THE CHAMP IS HERE!

NICE GUYS FINISH LAST
By: Garrett Hols

It’s amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it’s not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT’S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they’re after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn’t want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don’t realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls don’t see it for some reason or another. They look at the nice guy as a friend, a trusted companion to whom they can tell their sad story to about their asshole boyfriend. But the nice guy isn’t THAT naïve. He was trying to score with the girl he listens to all along. The problem is that since he is a nice guy he keeps listening. Since girls get attached to things that pay attention to them, they think of the nice guy as a friend. A FRIEND. They don’t say, “Oh he’s hot” or “I want to have his children” about the nice guy, they just want the emotional support. When they get the emotional support from the nice guy, they don’t need it from the asshole. The nice guy gets the shit end of the stick while the asshole gets all the action. I am starting to wonder if being a nice guy is really the route to take to get action… I have been down this path for all of my post-pubescent life and it has gotten me NOWHERE… at least not in the women department. Perhaps another reason why girls fall for the asshole is because assholes ignore the girl they are with. The women wonder, “Why isn’t he paying attention to me?” so they explore why. They poke and prod and get closer to the asshole. They start to get easier with each attempt to get closer. The asshole finally says, “I’ve let this beauty dangle long enough, time to boat this bass”. It is then he puts on his charade and the girl feels like she has won him… even thought all she has won is an asshole. Once you have gone down the path as a nice guy or a “listener” you can’t turn back. The girl will always go after the assholes because there are always nice guys there to listen. Once you realize that you are a “listener” you cant do anything about it… just pack up and close shop. There is no way you will get into her pants… ever. There is and never will be a situation where the nice guy will get the girl he has a crush on. It just doesn’t work like that. The girl wont “come to her senses” and realize what an asshole her boyfriend is like in the movies… instead she will just go after another asshole, and unless you stop being a nice guy, she will never go after you. Women complain that there are no nice guys in the world. Right. They are obviously not looking hard enough because there are nice guys EVERYWHERE!!!! Girls aren’t looking for nice guys… they say they are but they’re not. They are looking for the perfect asshole, but there is NO SUCH THING as the perfect asshole. All in all, the nice guy gets the shaft. To all the girls out there with boyfriends that don’t treat you with respect, that don’t listen to you, and that don’t care about you I say this; look next to you. The guy that has been standing next to you the whole time is the guy you have been looking for. He is what you want your asshole to be like. He knows more about you than you know about yourself… because he has listened to it all.

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Green day-Nice Guys Finish Last

" TREAT EM' ALL THE SAME"

Today was a start of things to come.
I hope this makes our friendship stronger.
It's darn near the hardest thing i've ever done.
But i think it's important.
I love her so much.
Too Much sometimes.
I just wanna find a place where i'm happy and she's happy (at least most of the time)
I should never be upset when she tells me of other guys...but i am
So untill i get to a point where i think of her just as a friend and only a friend then i think this is the best think for us.
I miss her already:-(

Current Mood: drained

Another Great Day!
YEAH RIGHT!
I talked to my pal eryn lasy night.
It's was good convo (much needed).
I'm in a rutt:-/
I hope i get this new job...
But ill soon bounce back...i always do.
I'm getting to old for this back and forth crap...it's taking it's toll.
Not that matters to anyone.
My stepmom wants me to come to chi-town for school.
I'm thinking about it...I'm tired of buffalo...my mom is the only reason im staying.
I gotta get out of here...Buffalo and the ppl in it are Questionable..
But there are the few..U know who u are and who u AREN'T.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Shai-If i ever fall in love

Wow today was tiring...
I didn't get much sleep last night as usual...
My friends car broke down so i stayed with him till his dad came.
I woke up to danilles phone call.
She was talking about how she wanted to give my graduation present?
ok?
Hmmm?
And she said she didn't buy me anything.
Who knows?
O well...
I went a picked up jenn and maria from there placement test.
Me and jenn chilled.
It's like it's been months since i chilled with her even though it hasn't even been a week.lol

Went to wotk...made some money
Talked to lyndsay...I really like her she is MADDD Cool PPL...to bad she leaving in like 3 weeks:-(

I gotta go Danilles calling me...GOOD TIMES

Current Mood: curious
Current Music: Loyd Bank ft Avont-Karma

Ha ha ha
Sleep is a beautiful thing!
Nothing to do.


I love when ppl don't like u 4 no reason...
And u don't even know till madd late in the game..
But who cares?
Them ppl is sooo insignifcant...they waste my time and theres (more importantly my time)
I'm not trying to step on anyones toes but hey...If i didn't anything to you directly GET OVER IT!

I already wasted enough time just typing about it.
In other news.

I got MADDD hours!!
Thanks Sears!

Talking to Danille is so funny..
She always complains of her dying and me coming to her funeral.
It's kinda wierd though cuz she got right back on the grind so quick...she dosen't miss a beat.
She still loves talking my ear off and loves poping up at random place's where i am.
LET THE STALKING BEGIN!

Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Trapped in the Closet- Chapters 1-5

o yea...
Crazy Chick is back like cooked crack...lol
She "stopped by" yesterday do drop of an invation to her party.
Wow that was quick.
She followed me to bowling.
And just stated spitting some jazz about how she missed me.
And how i should have never let anyone come between us.
But wait there was no us?!...lol
She's a funny one.]
I might just keep her around...
She says she got a b/f...but u already know thats never stoped me..LMAO
The one thing i do life about her is that she know's where she stands and she tells me all the time..."just let me know when your ready 4 me and u"...LOL
What can i say she knows what she wants.
She's not really my type.
But it's nice to have somebody to be on my bench for a change...lol
GOODTIMES

Current Mood: refreshed
Current Music: Seseme Street Theme Song

Work is killing me...
I feel really bad...
My boy scott Just died..
He was only nineteen...
I got more hour's at sears but it's bitter sweet..cuz someone had to die 4 me to get them.
I'll survive.
It's been a crazy summer.
Hopefully i get this new JOB.

I'm so chill today...
My boss thinks i need to be more agressive.
I guess that'll work
I'm kinda missin school lately.
I'm probably not going to talk to anybody from school.
Just the select few.
I got so many graduation parties to attend. And i'm broke.
I'm suposed to go this concert this weekend. i'm not in the mood.
Jenn is aggrivating me right now...Grrrr
Same as usual.
Now it's silent on the phone.
It's wierd.

Current Mood: hot

Hey Gurl
How you doing?
My name is Blake.
Last name last Name Carr.
And i was wondering if i can take you out show you a good time
Invite u 2 my house.
Gurl here's my number
Gurl u can call me
And Don't forget babe
My name is Blake.

So today i went to see DARK WATER
It was really a good movie.
I thought it was going to be wack but it turned out to be a really good one.
I went with jenn (Of Course)
It was wierd going to her house her dad was Mad Nice...LOL
Deff Didn't expect that...hopefully it's always like that.
Jenn's been complaning about her phone bill...mabe ill help her...since its "all my fault"
HEHE
I had the Bomb nap today.
Gotta work tommrrow. Got make that money.
But i gotta go..LAter NIggaz

Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Charile Wilson-Charlie LAst NAme Wilson

MAAAN my computer is actin up lately.
Powerlink ain't all that it's cracked up to be.
But lets talk about today.
I woke up and took my mom 2 work as usual.
Saw some of my old ppl friends got like 20 in graduation money:)
Went home and slept then my other friend jason came ova wit his mom and gave me my gift:)
Then i watched some dvd's of IN LIVING COLOR SESON 3...HILLARIOUS!
Then i went and picked of some dinner for me and moms and came home and been chillin eva since.
Now i'm trying to fix my syupid computer.
I can't use my aim....Grrrr
It keeps giving me this error message?
Work tommorrow...I love sears sometimes...so basic.
Who know whats going on after....Hopefully good things cuz i really need "NO MORE STRESS"
I't my fault though cuz u only stress yourself if u care.
At least i get to see John Legend next week listing to him puts me ina good mood.
Peace NIggaz!

Current Mood: worried

I love putting on that act like everything is fine...it work soo well
Anything to keep the peace.
I have to admit it is tiring.
But i gotta look out for me...cuz nobody else will.

Back to Normal...I Knew the good times wasn't going to last.
Not when your dealing with questionable ppl on a constant basis
I don't wanna do it anymore.
Something has to cahnge.
If u don't understand then u don't know me.

Current Mood: grumpy

Another good day...i'm on a roll
So i went and tried to fix my mom's tenets appt today...it was wack. all i could think about was getting out of there.
I was eventualy set free and went to jenns house.
We was just chillin on the pourch 4 a bit.
Then i let her drive around to the park and she came up with an idea of going to the "ghetto beach" lol
When we got there it smelled really bad so we just walked the board walk and watched this black dude play dead on the beach. Then we went and got her some grub and i took her to jamies house.
Sounds Basic but i enjoyed.
I guess shes over jonnies house for a little jump-off.
I'm chillin for the rest of the night i had a nice 4 hour nap.
I guess ill call her later.
Till next time........

Old white ppl is the funniest...
I loove working at Sears sometimes
The customers be so lonely they just come in and talk to you for hours.
But it was cool @ work today...made that big 10.50 an hour.
Got to play some bingo.
I'm so happy i'm off for for pretty much the rest of the week then i gotta work on friday till two.
I gotta start helping out more so i can get my mom off my case.
She be flippin...O boy she be flippin.
But i know how to handle her...
I got to drive around the west side today good times..sometimes i'm like my own best friend i crack myself up..there was this gurl standing at this store on maryland and so i call her over to my car like mad bold like and just started saying mad random stuff...she looked at me like i had three heads and said u too young baby...O well i gotta laugh out of it.
I HAD to take that little two hour dirt nap...i woke up so late last night i was just walkin around my house on the phone with jenn till she fell asleep.
Now that summers here and i don't get to see her everyday in school it's like this big build up till the next time i see her...it weird but ihave to admit that it makes the time that we spend all the more special... to me @ least.
It's about ten o'clock now so i think i'm just going to chill and watch the rest of the BET awards till jenn calls...Thats ALL FOLKS!

Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: Lyfe Jennings-Must be Nice

Just thought i post before i left for bowling
Back to old habits
I really haven't chilled with anybody from school latelt except jenn
Mabe i can get up sometime w/the crew lol
I just gotta plan it...
Everybody started doing there own thing so fast
O well it was expected...i guess it means that when we see eachother it will be all the more better
My mom is pissing me off lately...Aw man!
But we always do this...then i cut her off and she sees the error in her way lol
I'm not sweating it anymore.
Saw crazy chcik yesterday...lol
She screwfaced me as expected...i made her get out of my seat:-}I WIN
Iim tired and frustrated...still trying to figure out what i need to do w/ my life.
I need a new job and i gotta fgure out whats up with this whole scool thing.
I feel something bads about to happen...i'm just bracing for the impact.
Same old Same Old...

Current Mood: worried

Another hot day in b-lo...
Wow...I'm trying to keep my head above water.
Jenn knows i'm "crazy'lol about her.
It's still hard for me to open up to girls...Especially her
I'm sooo worried about putting myself out there and getting hurt.
I guess she can sense that i'm holding back.
I'm never going to be happy when she tells me about her and other dudes.
It's not cuz i don't like them...cuz i don't really know them.
I'ts cuz i want it to be Me and Her( not ME,HER and RANDOM dudes)...Mabe it selfish on my part but thats the way it is.
Belive me i've tried to kill the feelings i have...especially now that it's summer.
But i just can't do it...One look at jenn and BAM i'm right back where i started LOL.
She knows she has a hold on me...It's alright though...Thats my gurl...we always have fun toghter.
She knows ill do anything 4 her-I suprise myself sometimes.
I need to figure it out.
I relationship is so wierd...I'm always trying to figure her out so i can somehow get the upper hand.
It drives me crazy...she like a rubix cube...Just when u think u got it figured out u make a wrong turn.
But in the end i plan on making the best of this situation.

Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: Steve Wonder-Ribbon in the Sky

So i'm chillin checkin on my money situation.
Today was alright.
Talked to jose b4 he left..he seemed focused
I'ma miss that dude...talkin about how "chciks is slippin" lol
I got nobody to vent to anymore...My Man Shante left and Now jose...O well.
I got other friends but nobody i can really relate to like that...
I think the heat is making me even more irritable...
Now that school is done i think it's time 4 some change.
Old habit's die hard-we'll see how that goes.
I need to go to work soon gotta make that money.
Things have been kinda wierd lately...I've been suprising myself.
Me and my friends have a rule and i've been braking it ALOT latley.
I'm messin up...I need to get the upper hand soon or im not going to make it...
O well it's summer...Lots of gurl's out there that AREN"T questionable...Mabe it's time to relive some un-needed stress..

Current Mood: hot
Current Music: Will Smith and Jazzy Jeff...Summer Time

Today was o.k. i guess...spent sometimes with my ppl's.
yesturday went to d lake wit my nigggaz then i went to visit sara and chilled with her for a min. next stop on the list jenn...Me and J bills drove to south b-lo picked her up.
She needed to stop at tara's party...so of we went....got to her house chilled for like 5 min then she said jenn said she need her id so i drove ALL The way backto south b-lo...then we came back to tara's hose for like 30 min this time...then i left and me and j-bills chilled and his fancy pad...next stop home...got home chilled and started watching t.v....called jenn...jenn wanted to do something so i left...and went to meet her at tara's house...Got there met her dad then... i suggested we go to zuri's party 4 a min...they said sure...so we get there and her dad is outside collecting money so i pay the man and we start our way upstairs...as were walking upstairs they say that they only wanna stay for a min...so i'm like cool cuz i don't know how it's going to be up there and i pretty sure everones drunk or high...so we walk in and it's pitch black and niggaz is actin a fool...so wit jenn and tara behind me i make my way to the pourch...so i stand on the pourch say a couple hello's and talk to the random drunk ppl that was on the pourch...so i just stand there on the pourch for about 10 min nothing really to do...So i go and hit jenn and ask what we doing? she says the same thing she always says i dont know and goes back over to some drunk loser...so i go back inside the party for a min...still crazy as expected...talk to my man john-o for a min then go back outside and continue standing on the pourch byself of course...there's drunk ppl on my left hight ppl on my right...so i wonder hmmm? w/e...so i was ready 2 go cuz talkin to drunk ppl when your sober gets old quick...ish happens don't wanna talk about it...same old same old..make moves go to the car drive around wastin gas then hit chippawa it was ok...walkin wit jenn and tara "must be the pants" cuz niggaz was actin up...went to jim's and chilled in the car 4 a bit then went someand slept for an hour or 2 and went to clifton hill with my friends...not really in a good mood...lotta stuff going on...o well...ill shake it ok...

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Al Green...Everybody Plays the Fool

Wow so schoool is finally done!...I wish everone the best of luck...U know where to find me!